It's been two months now...

Since Brad Renfro passed away, and I stg I think about that shit eeeevery single day. I feel like I'm trapped in a cheesy cliche - having to be told "it gets better over time" b/c I lost a loved one, lol.

Cable isn't making it any easier, I've watched more of his movies in the past two months than I have in the past two years. There's always something coming on w/ him in it, shit I wouldn't expect to see. All I need is for Skipped Parts or Happy Campers to come on, and then I'm straaaaaight..

Ugh.

This is sooooo lame, what in the hell was he thinking??

What helps is the fact that there's pretty much a built-in support group w/ other fans, lol. It's special when you didn't have to share w/ thaaaaaaaat many people, like w/ Heath Ledger.

I dunno, it just sucks, I reeeeeally, reeeeeeeally, reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllyyyyyyyyyy wanted to meet him.

Really.



If you know what that song's about, then you know why I posted it.

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