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BEEEEEEFORE I FORGET, OMFGAAAAAAAD...

Really, Tommy?? Why'd you have to pop up and kill a bitch?? I'm dead about to go thru all my old entries and delete anything remotely close to embarassing about you, haha.

Wooooow, the amount of OG-ass friends that've popped up in my life recently is ASTOUNDING. Tori, I swear, all of Willoughby will be on here soon enough..!

I can't believe it.. And thennnnnn, I see both Dave & Matt Pemberton's pages.. WHAT THE FUCCCCCKKKKKK... Jared too, but his was private. Anyway, the 3 of us spent K-5 in the same school/classes, and Jared def lived next door to me for a griiiiiiiiiip.. It's not like we just knew each other, he taught me how to ride a bike w/ no hands, amongst other things.. That's nuts!

Just want to throw out there the fact that I def was riding a bike first, lol..

Ah, and there's kids! Tommy, Matt, and Jared all apparently had a kid.. I remember the last two being the age their kids prob are now, so that's some crazy shit. All look the same, btw, which is even funnier. None of the old fam look majorly different, and I still obv have the babyface (sweat the kid).. So far, the ages of the ones that popped up are b/t 22-26. Over ten years since I've kicked it w/ any of them..

AAAANNNNNDDDDDDDD...

I think I found Maudi. I don't even want to get my hopes up, but it's such a done deal that even if it's not, I know where to go from the last step b/c it was a huge one. I will LOSE MY SHIT if I end up talking to her soon. Like, lay me down on a pillow w/ a year's supply of Kleenex, cuz it's a wrap. I can't take her and Tori in one year, + now Tommy and maybe Jared (hasn't written yet), etc etc...

It's funny how in the same time frame that I've been talking to Ted Jan about needing something new, something w/ sustenance (meaning I'm tired of half of you), I've been blessed w/ an insane amount of childhood friends. People I was naming off to Jessica A DAY AGO are now back in the fold. And Tommy? Pssh. Jen, you know what's up. I am STILL dying, and I hope to GOD he could gaf less what a blog/bulletin is.

JAJHFLIKDJSKDJSFLHDSGKLDSJGHDSJLKHFJDSFG JUST LET ME TALK TO MAUDI AND I'M GOOD.. AUGH! I will prob cry for all of eternity. It's been far too long.

All of this has made me such a happier person, too. I'm so stoked about it all, omfg.. I keep cheesing.. Awesome..

Hilarie, how much did we talk about this shit??? I feel like I'm about to throw up confetti..

FUCKIN' SWEEEEEEEEET DGHSDJLKHGLSDJHGLSDH ________________________________________________________

I can't.

Ugh.

LOVE IT.