Holy SHIT...

The book, omfg..

Reality check! I can do it, but I'd have to seriously not hang w/ ya'll for like a week to catch up on the lil notes and shit I've left myself on things to make chapters out of. That's the problem I'm having now. I have maaaaaad ideas jotted down and saved to where the book is, but I don't have the time to go from there, to dig deeper into the subject and really get talkative. One little paragraph simply won't do, unless it's supposed to be that way.

DLSOJHGL;SDJHGL;SDHL;

HERE WE GO AGAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIINNNNNNN...

I don't want to lose focus, esp since I think about the book all the time. I even came up w/ what I HOPE will be the last title change. It's awesome, just like everything else I've conjured up. I'll just use the old ones as chapters b/c they started out like that anyway, then I decided I would use them, so now they can just go back and I'll continue on..

Damn, man.. I need to come to this house next week for like a week straight and I could catch up. Jess and I chill in such a way that I could do it w/o being bothered, ntm I can always write around her b/c she never asks me anything about it unless I say something warranting a response. Most of you feel the need to nag me or peek over my shoulder, NEVER KOSHER, always happens tho.

Sick fucks. Why is your only voyeuristic moment involving me? Go watch someone jack-off or something, CHRIST.

LOL.

Uhh, what else.. Hm.. As easy as this was for me to type, I want to let the chapters flow. No one is fucking w/ me, but I don't want to sit here all day when I still have to shower and get ready for dinner. During the weekdays tho, I would just be clickity-clackin' away.

Either that, or I need my own f-n place but I'm not gonna get into that b/c that's still a ways away.. I need to get some writing gigs or something, that would be dope. The book Jessica's mom gave me is quite inspiring, and I'm only like 23 pages in. Just like my book, but that just inspires me more w/ what I'm already doing, not something I want to do down the line. Unless you count the sequel book, aptly titled ___, lol. No, not *flatline*, but I don't want you to know what it is.

It seriously only took me like 5 mins to type all this (w/ my brain spacing out), so just imagine...

I dunno, I need a master plan. A bigger and better one than the one I already have. Must consult me madre! She can help me. She's not gonna tell me to take any ol' job or something like that, which I would do if I wouldn't have to keep it. I need a little extra $ to get ahead but getting ahead means leaving your dream behind for a little while, and that's how it all starts. Next thing you know, I'm looking back on my 34th birthday, wishing I never stopped trying my hardest to get the book done.

Errrrrrr, no.

Boldly, I move forth. Not alone, but not w/ you.



My current ringer for Laaaaaaauuuuuuuurrrrrrreeeeeeeeennnnnnn...