"Stop me, oh ohhh stop meee...

Stop me if you think that you've heard this one before...

Nothing's chaaaanged, I stiiiiiill looove yooouu.. Oh, I still loooooove you.. Only slightly, only slightly less than Iiii used to.... My looove.."



Still my mafakin' jam.. On the flight to WA I listened to it like 20 times in a row, no bullshit.. I wish there wou've been a repeat option on the lil headrest video jank cuz clicking on the song over and over got old real quick, lol.. It was fuckin' w/ my mellow, maaaannnn...

Btw, it was just the song, not the actual vid (which would've been cool).. The music was free to listen to so I was jammin.. It took everything in me not to stand up and just start gettin' it.. Esp since they had the entire Mark Ronson album on there.. Stop Me, Pretty Green, Amy, Just, Valerie, and Oh My God were on steady rotation.. I'd play them all, then Stop Me like 6 times..

This song stops me in my tracks everytime I hear it @ random.. Makes me want to jam in a NYC nightclub.. But only if it's the cinematic version where everything is perfect and I'm all in the groove, w/ my lover (Daniel Johns) groovin' w/ me.. Sweat everywhere, etc etc blah blah.. Lights going cuckoo.. All that good shit..

Oh, and in this version, I'm def skinny. Just to throw THAT out there.. If we're dreamin' big, let's reach for the stars, eh?

"Set me freeee, why don't you babe? Get out my life, why don't you babe.. Cuz you don't really love me, no, you just keeeep me hangin' on.. "

Which, I might add, is the way I feel about some of my friends.. In the friendly way, of course..

Sometimes you gotta set yourself free.. People get comfortable having you around, and then it's just that. It's comfy, cushy, whatever. But is it friendship?

Walking away from people that are dear to you is never an easy task, but fuck it.. I can't think of too much in my life that IS coming to me easily, so why not? Even if it's just for a short period of time.. Just make sure that it's ENOUGH time, more for yourself than the other person @ that.. Waiting on someone else to change is a trying experience, trust and believe. I've been doing that for a grip, or I was until last week..

Talk about "careful what you wish for"... Change isn't always for the best (sorry Obama, lol), so don't hold your breath when you feel the earth start to shift. That's prob the best time to start running in the other direction.