Tuesday, September 16, 2008

"And this Christmaaaaaaas... wiiiill beeeeee..

A very special Christmaaaaaaaas..."

Fooooooor all of us.. Yes, even YOU TWO...

I thiiiiiiink I was @ Gmas when I said it, but I have declared that all bullshit shall be put aside @ the start of the holiday seasons.. Every year, we all hate each other and want to gouge each other's eyes out, or maybe set someone's first-born on fire (just me? ok well...), but then once the fall sets in, it's curtains on all the madness.. I don't know what it is, but that's just how it works.. Maybe it's b/c most of us don't have anywhere to be or anything to do, so why the hell not.. It's the most fucked up family, but it's still a family.. I don't want to see YOU everytime I do, but each time I want to vomit a little less.. Still playing the wounded vet card on this one, however lol..

It's just nice to have set in stone plans w/ people you care about.. Macaroni by the fireplace (that's never lit, but oh well), Holiday Lights @ the beach/Botanical Gardens, plus going on manhunts thru VB/Norfolk looking for awesome household displays... The seasons wouldn't be the same w/o it..

All I want this year (ssssike) is resolve for all of the bullshit, but that won't happen, so my seasons greetings will be marred by my SLIGHTLY waning reluctance to deal w/ everyone.. We'll see how it all goes..

We can sit and sip hot cocoa while I tell you about all the things you missed in your selfish absence..!

Kinda like how Morgan and I handled it..... :)

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