I want to find my soulmate...

Problem is, I really don't see this happening...

Everyone I know has their ideal soulmate, that person that fully completes them, etc etc. In fact, some of you are soulmate-swapping, but that's ok. There's someone for everyone, even if that someone is all one person, lol.

I got nothin' but looooove 'fo ya, baby...

But anyway, back to my point... I really truly don't see it happening. Am I that scorned, to where I can't even imagine having someone to bleed it out w/??

When I listen to music, MY music, I can't imagine who else I'd listen to it w/.. There's a difference b/t listening to music w/ someone, and listening to music w/ someone w/ nearby.

I want someone to hit repeat for me. That's my ideal person. You want to hear the same song just as bad as I do, w/ the same fervent desire to hear it over and over... I'll never find that person tho..... C'mon now, we allllll know what specific band my significant other would HAVE to love, or never be near me when I'm listening to them. I don't even like listening to Silverchair w/ other people around b/c I feel like I'm just wandering thru the music while you sit quietly nearby, perched on thoughts of anything else but the current situation.

You always hear people say that they want someone to share their ideals w/, but I HIGHLY doubt that motherfucker is walking into my life ANY time soon. I can barely keep my friends around w/ all of my opinions on things, what makes me think I won't be that same apparently intolerable dickhead to *you*?? That last part just makes me want to rant about the idiots I constantly deal w/, but the song remains the same, and my ears are ringing due to overkill. Sooooo, I'll just let that one go..

But uhhh... Yeah, like I said.. I would love to find someone to balance me out, but how can something so unbalanced have balance?? Wouldn't I need a few months (years) of therapy first?? I'm clearly off my rocker, and I don't want to bring someone else into the madness, lol.

Blah, blah, w/e... That was my stab @ being all introspective about anything remotely close to romantic.

Fuck you all still for being the same predictable, most drama-filled bitches I've ever had the displeasure to know, btw... Just thought I'd take the only road I've never traveled, see how it panned out, etc......