Because I DO read your blogs,

and I DO get you, unlike STEVO who for SOME god-awful reason has managed to trick you into thinking he's some deep human being beneath the surface, when it all boils down to him being a little kid currently getting everything he wants, and his way to top it all off. I thought you said you were done w/ that when it ended w/ you-know-who?? Apparently he took your sanity w/ him..

I really DGAF how you feel/felt on the phone w/ Lauren, b/c I meant everything I said. I love you to DEATH, which just makes me that more pissed off.

Not upset, b/c friends are allowed/supposed to get upset.. I am PISSED.

I could see if he made up his mind, or ACTUALLY.......

IF THE TWO OF YOU WEREN'T LIVING IN YOUR OWN SEP BUT EQUALLY AS ANNOYING DENIAL, I'D BE FINE...

He can't find the time in his busy day to tell you that he doesn't want anything, and YOU can't get off w/e pretentious thought process that fuels your dreams about him "really being smarter than people give him credit for" b/c THAT shit is a pipe dream.. Like crack pipe, not even a bowl. He's a SIMPLETON, THE SAME KIND OF HUMAN BEING THAT ANNOYS ME TO NO EEEENNNNNNDDDDDDD WHEN PEOPLE START SPOUTING OFF ABOUT THEM BEING SMART/DEEP ON W/E LEVEL THAT WE MORONS JUST DON'T GET, I GUESS...

Do you know what a superficial person is? You should, hm? It's someone only worth getting to know on the surface, b/c everything underneath is a bunch of bullshit. I love that boy to death, enough to where this convo can take place on some bullshit ass blog, or in person.

"He GETS me!"

Shit, OKAAAAAAY.. He GETS the fact that he can get over on you, and that's about it. If he got you, he'd understand that his game really isn't fun for you, if he GOT you, there would be no confusion about who he wants in the bed permanently.

If he GOT you, he'd see all there is to see, and not just what he's been told and thus agreed w/.. No offense to him, but he doesn't deserve to have you running around like this, all flustered and upset. What the fuck are you looking for, and why!?! This whole thing, IIIIIIINSTANT REGRET on my part. And I'ma end up knockin' his goofy ass teeth out for saying that it was "Lisa and my sister" running back and forth saying this and that.. REALLY, NIGGA?!? HAVEN'T SAID SHIT, I DIDN'T CALL HER AND HAVE AN HOUR AND A HALF CONVO, M'KAY!?

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THIS IS WHAT'S PISSING ME OFF EVEN MORE... HE WILL ACT LIKE HE COULD GAF LESS UNTIL YOU'RE THERE/ON THE PHONE THEN HE'S DUMBFOUNDED..

CALL ME FUCKIN' SMARTFOUNDED THEN, B/C I SEE RIIIIIIGHT THRU THIS HAVE YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO BULLSHIT GAME YOU GOT GOIN' ON HERE.....

You've got the girl you barely know that gave it up AWFULLY quick, vs. the Donna Reed/Molly Maid that could make Thanksgiving dinner all by herself and clean it before you put down your fork.. Hm, what will I do?? Oh, I know.. Sleep w/ one and get EVERYTHING ELSE I'M LOOKING FOR IN THE OTHER........

WHYYYYYYY DO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT BITCH ABOUT GETTING THE SHORT END ALWAYS GET PISSED OFF AAAAAFFFFFFTTTTTTTEEEEEERRRRRRRR KNOWINGLY SETTLE FOR LESS!?!?

FUCK ALL OF YOU STUPID BITCHES, OMFG.. IT'S UP TO YOU AND ONLY YOU TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY IN THIS FUCKED UP WORLD, DON'T COME TO OR BLAME IT ON ME WHEN IT ALL GOES AWRY..

I JUST GOT EVEN MORE MAD.. AND I'M WATCHING BEAUTY AND THE BEAST... WHO'S MAD DURING THIS!?!?!?

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUFGWEYT76Y9T84HYNWEROF093J4U2TUB4RWET7UWTF3I8WHUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK...

*panting*

*wiping sweat beads*

My DEAR Morganza, I know this thing started out w/ good intentions... I don't want you to go home, esp not alone.. But if it's this or that?? Peace the fuck out. I thought I had a friend, not a NOT-EVEN-EX of one of my boys that I see every now and then, and only having to do w/ him..

Oh, and as a PS... LEEEEEET that have been me and not Tara when she came back in.. I ♥ how that was A-Okay w/ you, but if it were the aforementioned you-know-who, you'd have LAAAAAAWST it..

AHEM....



And don't put that on him.. Why WOULD he say no?? Simply put, would you want it to be the other way around?? We can work that out, I make magic happen..