You have GOT to be fucking kidding me.. [RIP]

BRAD RENFRO!?!!? AS IN, THE LOOOOOOOOVE OF MY TWEEN LIFE!?!? I can't even say that, like I wasn't FULLY up-to-date on his doings.. DEF was on his imdb page the other day reading about the Winona movie..

OMFGAAAAAAAD I JUST WANT TO WATCH THE CLIENT AND CRYYYYY...

I am seriously in shock, lol. I swear, my childhood just got laid to rest. I'm mad now! I def remember writing him fan mail EONS ago, and making the envelope look so spiffy.. Aw, wtf.. I wanted to meet him SOOOOOO OOOOOO OOOOOO BAD... Uuuuuuuntil this morning when I got the bad news.. Interestingly enough, I was talking w/ my Ma AND my Pa, who I hadn't seen in over a year until this morning.. It was us, and my lil sis.. I'd rather not see my dad for another year, if that's the trade-off, lol.

UUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHH I neeeeeed to know the cause of death.. Did he start using again!?!? GOD-GOD DAMMIT!

I can't do this! He was a DAY younger than me, how is he dead!?! I had a dream in Dec that he died, which prompted me to do a Google to stare @ random pics I've saved 57654435 times on diff comps.. The one that was in my old storage shed?? Sheeit..

I had soooooo many posters of him. DAMMIT! I have never wanted to watch Happy Campers more in my LIFE than right now.. Or Skipped Parts..

SOMEONE PLEASE CONSOLE ME.



If something happens to JTT, I'm OUT this bitch. Wrists, call them a wrap. It's not like it's something I will eventually not think about. EVERY year on July 25th, I make mention via bog/LiveJournal or wtf/e about his bday.. I have TWO Renfro s/ns that I will mooooooooost def be holding on to, esp now. Ya'll just don't KNOW. That was my dude.. I would react quicker to him than Ryan, or Mark, ANYONE. Ever since I was like, what, 11, 12!?!? JESUS. Lifetime obsession, lol. And you knoooooowwwwww how serious I take those..

I am truly upset. WTF!!!



Why not take Justinnnnnnoootttt gonna go that far, God bless the USA and Mr. Timberlake...

The pic w/ the red jacket, I used to DROOOOOOOOL my ass off when it was on my wall.. And the top left, amongst MANY others..



Aaaaand I just remembered that I stiiiiiiiill have my Brad Renfro Y! group, haha. E-O-N-S. I'm not playing, people. I was/am OOOOOOOOBBBBBB-SESSED w/ Brad Renfro..

Fuck it, ugh, I want to throw up so I'm just gonna end this now w/ a video I JUST FAVORITED THE OTHER DAY.......



*sniff, sniff*

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