Just posting that 311 song/lyric.... ANYTHING having to do w/ 311 reminds me of a better person w/ the same identity as me, down to the last morsel. Only thing that seps this from that is the mind state. Everything was an option, everything HAD an option. Drinking and drugs WEREN'T options.
I wish I had the mental capacity for all of the shit then that I do now. I knew too much to be doing w/e then, it's a whole new ballgame now. I had every advantage but I was so afraid to walk out of the damn door most times.
I feel like I traded parts of myself for something else that I'm not even sure I want fully. I mean, I DO, but not everything that comes w/ it and there's def no way to make that work out. I've done the research, trust me.
Whoooooooo knows, Iiiiiiiiiiiiii dooooooooon't.
Just feel like rambling after that last one, which I wrote mad earlier today. However I def wanted to say it. Don't think in your head that I'm about to launch an assault against my friends or anything.. I'm not gonna do a damn thing.
You are! :)
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