Sooooooooooo, last night was interesting..

But only in my mind.. How does that work out? Not really, but the parts that were most intruiging to me were my own thoughts.. And those thoughts all had so many meanings.. I just want the words 'So Many Meanings' on me somewhere now.. I decided that I love the deeper level. And maybe I get mad @ people b/c they aren't seeing it the way I see it.. Life in general... As a whole.. As a... MATTER OF FACT, LET ME DIGRESS REAL QUICK...

MOST DEF saw "the culprit" yesterday, but she was in her whip and wasn't getting out.. I look @ her and I'm like, "I got some words for you.. Mhm, some motherfuckin' words.."

"Ok I'll call you in a little bit and we can talk."

"Nahhh, don't call me..! You got my number, we could've been talked.. You're a Fave.. We havin' this face to face.. We bout to CHAT about some thangs..."

Unlike most people, I don't need to text you to tell you how I feel. I'm not gonna hang up the phone then text you, or anything else childish like that.. I want to tell you yourself that I'm mad, and why. Me blogging doesn't count, @ least not to me b/c I would write this the same way if I was the only one that I knew that read it.. It's the same way I converse (when I'm around smart people) so it's no dif.. These are the things I WOULD say around some of you but you're not deep enough to carry on the conversation past the point of what I said, and your response which is usually lacking anything I wanted to take from the convo.. So I'm just giving you my metal gems for nothing...?

That is a prooooooobleeeeeeemmmmmmm...

My, how this blog twisted itself around.. Must be something ON THE SURFACE I'm having an issue w/.. The way I typed it is the way it all came to me, so...

I'll give the original topic the floor now..

I had a blast @ Gmas, lol.

Muchos.. Amber and Clutch stopped by.. We watched Superbad, well most of it.. They left an hour into it b/c they were mad tired.. Earlier in the day, we were all up @ Phat Nastyz along w/ Stacy who didn't want to come hang out, apparently.

Hm.. I have a very bad taste in my mouth right now.. A sneaking suspicion that I'm still not done w/ my digressing.. I want to unload via blog right now, but something isn't right yet... The format is all wrong...?

WTF is it.. I feel very off. It's b/c I'm not talking about all that I want to, but I don't feel like starting another blog.. I'll draft the beg of one and leave it @ that.. If I end up posting it, great.. If not, as long as I got it out.. It can wait..

So I guess I'll end it on this..



PS, I'm not done w/ that life in general part, but I'll just wait for that next blog..