Tomorrow, tomorrow...

Yesterday was not tomorrow. 311 don't have a song called Tomorrow, either. But Silverchair does.

Mhm. Last night was INSANELY FUN, yet somehow it made me sad... It wasn't the same for me as it used to be. Actually, it was, but I didn't hear what I want so now I'm pissy. I'm a TRUE OG fan, so I've HEARD all the singles live 43587 times, so I wanted to hear more random songs.. Getting Through To Her, Eons (which they usually do), Crack The Code, Still Dreaming, etc.. Newer songs that are so fucking good, WHY NOT JUST PLAY THEEEEMMMMMMM!?!?

Fuck pleasing the newcomers, that's their problem for not knowing good music sooner than they did. I was mad young, so there's no excuse there. I ran into people there (Heather especially) that I was seeing @ 311 shows like 10 years ago... And even before THAT, b/c that was when Transister came out. I remember when they came here for that album, too. It was in August, I remember that, and omfg... Wow VB.. Remember that sign that used to be off the interstate that had upcoming shows on it and shit!?!? Ain't thought about THAT shit in EONS.. Wooooooooooow, holy shit...

Anyway, thanks to BAGELS, I don't remember too much of the show after a certain point... Fuuuuuuucked up... But still, it was a diff feeling. That was the first show I went to w/o Sherrita, I do believe. How odd is THAT??? Has life really changed that much??? I wonder if she was there....

To make things WORSE, as Lauren and I were heading to Taco Bell on General Booth (First Colonial's comp was down, WTF!), she was like, "I really wanna hear some Kottonmouth", so we put on Koast II Koast.. I was soooooooo instantly excited/in anticipation (for precipitation?) for the August show(s).. Like, more than I was for 311. I think I felt weird during the 311 show b/c before, I was a different person. Much different. All the violence and drama that surround my life, none of that was there before! I was a completely diff person then... I'm more adult, w/ a wholly diff way of seeing life, whereas I was super young and all pessimistic and shit before.. That really proved to me that it's a whole new ballgame now. The KMK show atmosphere better describes me now.. That whole scene.. I dunno, it's weird..

From kid to Kween... What a journey..!

Don't think I didn't JAMMMMMMM tho, b/c I most certainly did. It was just a diff feeling, like I said. 311 are still one of my fave bands ever.. Before KMK, we were listening to the songs I WANTED to hear and I was jammin' like I would've been had they played them. That's prob the real beef here, but oh well. Better luck next time!

Not to mention, the thought of TOMORROW HIGHLY overshadows anything else going on right now.