But, as I do in those rare moments, just not right now. I'm on the phone w/ a piece of the puzzle so I'm not really gonna be focusing and I try to give my all. I've stopped writing many times b/c it was pure bullshit. That I just said to say it, not b/c I felt or meant it.. Or TO.
I mean so much of what I say, and believe in so much of it. I need to, and I need you to believe me.. I see it, I see what you see, but I see it in a different way and I've got to get it out..
Wait, didn't I say I had nothing to say right now!??
Fuck, trapped in a box.. Btw, I've been on the phone w/ this bitch for like 15 minutes and I def don't remember any but like 2. Aaaand I def just realized Stevo was still in the room. Wow.
I sound like I did in my old LJs.. Looking back, I was sooo erratic, way worse than I am now. I try and give you a little time and space to feel some shit now, back then it was just !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all the way thru. My first blogxiety attack was huge. This has nothing to do w/ what I came here for, but I am not in the blame here. I can't remember what that point was, so it really doesn't matter.
Ha, no wonder people always thought I was high....
I was gonna wriiiiiiite a book......
LMFAO, see how it says I'm distraught? I don't even remember that/why I was. Now I do, it came to me during a keystroke, but still.. lol
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