"There's no way to avoid listening....

You'll always end up listening.. Here's hoping the voices aren't too unkind, here's hoping the voices are benign.. It's easier when you hear it, there's no reason to fear it, it's yoooouuu, yooooouuuuuuu.."

What's awesome about this blog is that I saved it on the 31st.. Just typed the lyrics real quick before I left the house, and that was it. I wrote more on here, but I'll save it for another time.

I was on my way to a topic or topicS that've made their way into the record books now. And like I said in another recent blog, you've got two choices w/ me... Hear it or read it. If I told you before, don't ask me to stay quiet.

There ya'll go, tellin' me to express/be myself and then as soooooon as I do, BAM! BAD GUY! Weeeeeeelllllllll I'm quite entertained by all of this. A, why are we acting like no one knows all this shit anyway. Everyone let their business out long before it hit my blog, and I DARE someone to say that haven't gone on about this in one way or another to people. Like Brandi said, OBV everyone knew wtf I was talking about, sooooo...

THIS is what happens when we can't keep ourselves sep from everyone else.. I found out mad shit TODAY about friends of mine that're fuckin... DIDN'T even know they knew each other. Nor did I know about the last person they were fuckin, and I can tie that person to the person I was talking about..

Mhm... That's ok, cuz I got the cure for ALL of that shit. I'm gonna bring VA to it's fucking KNEES and it'll stay there forever. Iiiii got the moooooootherfuckin' cure, trust me when I say. Did you read those lyrics?? It's easier when you hear it, there's no reason to fear it... IT is the truth, and you won't have a choice here soon. I'm not talking about just our friends, I am going to drop the bomb on V-I-R-G-I-N-I-A, period. Can't make up your mind? DON'T! I've made it for you!

And voila, so shall it be done.

I am not playing around, either. I'm already in the silent process of making the moves I said I was going to a few months ago. I want out of it all, and if I have to set you on FIRE to do so, then so be it. Want me to be me? I beez a bitch that'll let you fuckin' know, whether you want me to or NOT cuz that's how life SHOULD be.

That's how it WILL be. Safety is not an option, if it was meant to be your turn to burn, it will be.

Oh, the glee! It's N-O-T-H-I-N-G you're thinking I'm saying/doing, so don't start sweating. It's more to help than to hurt!

But isn't that ALWAYS my intention?? :)



"Large In The Margin"

Check it check it check it out
got clout and you know that

Large in the margin
my drama unfolds behind closed doors
told on the down-low
i believe that I'm so but really, i don't know
maybe it's better, but I can't think so
maybe its better to fight, one never ever knows
believe the rumors that grow like tumors
more fun than the truth that we know

Trying
too hard to reach a higher plane

We'll fuck you up
when you least expect it
you think you're moving closer
when suddenly you wrecked it
but all the same, the pain gains wisdom
as if you ain't had enough then you're in some
prison of your own creation
mental dilation
look at what your facin' placin'
blame in every direction (what?)
but in the end it's your own infection, (di?)

There's no way to avoid listening
you'll always end up listening
here's hoping the voices aren't too unkind
here's hoping the voices are benign
it's easier when you hear it
there's no reason to fear it
it's you
it's you

You think they'll probably find you
well then you're probably right
cause they'll come back to remind you, for eternity
of when you gave up the fight, yeah
somehow they always will find you
the voices in the night, and every night
keep comin' back to remind you, for eternity
of when you gave up the fight

There's no way to avoid listening
you'll always end up listening
here's hoping the voices aren't too unkind
here's hoping the voices are benign
it's easier when you hear it
there's no reason to fear it
it's you
it's you