So I come in this morning, and...

I look to the couch and see LV, Amber, and Sabrina all sprawled out.

REALLY??? REEEEEEEAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLYYYYYYYY???????? WAS I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP ON THE FLOOR??? WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FUCKING ROOMS, THANKS YOU IGNORANT FUCKING CUNTS.

I have already stressed the fact that I will NOT be using that bedroom. I T ' S N O T M I N E T H E R E F O R E I D O N O T F E E L C O M F O R T A B L E.

So whyyyyy would you sleep in the only place I would EVER sleep??? WHY. Someone make this make sense. I was in a state of shock. I sat in a chair in the kitchen and just sat there fuming until I fell asleep. Right there in the kitchen.

THIS BITCH........... GOD.

I msg'd my Ma to tell her what happened, and to say that this bitch ain't THAT dumb.. She msg'd me back when she woke up saying "Get er" LOL.. I should just walk in her room and go the fuck off, but it's OBVIOUSLY not going to mean shit to a fucking idiot so why even bother..

I am @ my wits end.

I don't have enough life in me to re-create the anger, which has never been a problem before. I feel like I've been tapped, straight sucked dry of any want to do anything. Everyone keeps asking me about the blogs, but wtf.. I don't even feel like typing anymore.

This is a problem! Most certainly! Any and all issues will become public here soon. Like on the first. As soon as the dolo hits my hand, we're gonna have a lil chat. Maybe even before then. Cuz it's not like I hate the kids, or her, or this house. I hate ALMOST EVERYTHING about them, but that's not hating them, lol. I just hate the conditions under which all of this is being carried out. Nothing like it should, and it's really annoying. Morgan knows, b/c unlike some of my other friends who swore they'd visit me, she's seen a lot of it first-hand. I don't even want to hear the "But I..." spiels about why CERTAIN PEOPLE haven't, I don't even care. But don't wonder why I don't gaf when I'm in VA.

Just know that I was MOST DEFINITELY in town last night. EARLY. It's the same distance b/t VA and NC for all of us, some even closer than others, so fuck it. If I want to see you, I will. If not, oh fuckin' well, eh??

W/e. That makes me sound more upset than I really am about that, when I def knew that this would be the case once I got out here. Why do something having nothing to do w/ you?? Who does THAT anymore....... :|

"COME SEE ME!"

GO FUCK YOURSELVES, lol.

Love ya, MEAN IT! ♥



No, really. I mean it. It's all ♥. Like I said, not mad, just going over the obvious w/ highlighter.