Good fucking GOD...

When I truly have the time, I have so much to say, lmfao.. Hooowever, def have mad videos sooo...

I dunno, life's been one surprise after another and it just goes on and on.. It's the normality of things that strike ME as odd.. Everyone wants to be so shocking, so thrilling.. Bitch, bring it on.. I've seen it, I've heard it, I've DONE it... Unless it's that 'ol bullshit, cuz I save that for special occasions..

Tonight was weak as a bitch.. Of course, my curse kicked in.. A few undefeated rounds of beer pong and a super-chill stance on life and then BAM... Drama ensued like it always does when I'm chillin' that supremely.. Oh fucking well, I guess no one gaf about MEEEEEEEE NOT GAF..

GRACIOUS!

But anyway, b/c I don't want you to think I've been having a rotten time... Life as a whole has been fucking splendid.. I've been to some great parties, chilled w/ a looooot of old and new people in my life.. I dunno.. It's not perfect, but it's not weighing me down @ the current moment. Of course, this is the moment where I look back and wish I'd never said anything, b/c shit just flips me on my ass when I'm happy.. There's some deep-rooted things to be unhappy over so I think I'm in the clear.. Just gotta maintain a level of humility (even tho it's all-too obvious that I'm the shit) and keep on truckin...

Oooohhhhh this comm'l just reminded me.. Three for three w/ Brent.. We saw Iron Man it's first Sat, Speed Racer that Friday, and then we went to the midnight showing Thursday for Prince Caspien.. Don't believe the bs, people. Speed Racer was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen.. Colors like that only exist in my dreams, in my imagination.... Or, so I thought.. It was fantastic.. Of course, all the family moments, etc, I was passed out. I can't do it, esp when I'm fucked up..!

I haven't seen certain people, but I'm not gonna fret over it.. Like I always say, it is what it is! See ya when I see ya, right? Isn't that how that goes? Word.

Hm what eeeeeeellllllllssssssssseeeeeeeeeeewwwww omfg I have SOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING MANY PICTURES TO UPLOAD ETC.. And remember, I'm already iiiiiiiinnnnnnnnn the hole when it comes to pics.. FUCK. I haven't been online really tho, esp not where I can just get down on the shit and get it done! FUCK..!!! I need to do this, seriously... Here we go again! Hell, @ least I started writing again.. It seriously was like, weeks since I'd written something I'd pass into the book..

Hooooowwwwwwwwwever, Jake's awesome compliments on my vocabulary and writing the other night meant a lot to me, which in turn gave me motivation to write more and more.. Not like, he inspired me to complete the book etc on some 'ol Jenn-ay shit but just made me think about how many things I had to say and needed to get down before I forgot..

Uh shit, what else.. A ridiculous amount, so I think I'm just gonna end it on a kiss, just like ___ wants to.. Haha.. What a wonderful woooooooorrrrrrrrrllllllllllddddd..

I'd really love for it to be fall right now.. Autum would be a blessing.. I'm closing in on my goals (no, the books' not done, fuck off) and closing out the crapola.. There are still females that drive me up the fucking wall w/ their neurotic behaviour, but that's just going to be a part of life, soooo...

UNLESSSSSSSSSS..........

K, yeah I am def mad tired and rambling.. Goodbyeeeeeee..

Sike. I just might end up in a few rounds of Mario Kart for the Wii. Bomb diggity, lemme tell you..

PS PLEEEEEEEEEEASE GOD FORCE ME TO COPY/PASTE THE FILES NOW.. I can thumb them later so yeah, maybe I will.. It's gonna take every driblet of space on this bitch tho, maybe I can hold out a little longer....?

The VIDEOS, however, need a quick and speedy trial.

Ugh.

Sooooooo Iron Man was the shit, right....

But this isn't about Iron Man, or people w/ iron will. This is about the weak people who don't know when to fuckin' quit..

Ohh, boy.. I hit a little moment where I didn't have too much to say, didn't feel like writing..

TIME'S UP ON THAT, THANKS GUYS! Your ignorance is awe-inspiring. Not just that, but your general ways of life.... Yeeeeeeaaaahhhhhh, got lots of things to talk about NOW.

Hm, to take back some of the credit, I had plenty to write about, just lacked the motivation to do so. Never had enough time to reeeeeally say anything.. But now?? I've got a bushel of ideas and I'm in the process of getting them out.. I'm almost afraid of my brilliance, haha.. As narcissistic as that sounds, I dgaf..

"Take a look insiiiiide my miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnndddd..."

Someone paid me an insanely awesome compliment recently but that too shall wait for the book.. Just wanted to mention it a little, I guess..

Hm, I've already lost interest in this..

All I really wanted to say is that I've had so much lately.. All this year, really.. So many people that I've chilled w/, in the most relaxing/cool ass atmospheres.. Lots of starry skies and dewy mornings.. A bunch of hilarious stories you'll hear someday, when I think to say something about it.. Also have a bunch of pics but don't I always?? I don't really care about all the people in them, so we'll see how many actually make it to MS..

Uhh, what else.. This isn't a very fun blog but it's all I have to say right now.. Some of you just leave me sooo speechless, I guess.......



Desperation is a hell of a drug.